urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ellienash Elenore Nash Elenore Nash 2004-06-06T06:11:12Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ellienash:2158 2004-06-06T06:11:12Z 2004-06-06T06:11:12Z Many things have changed this time around.<br />Marco and Dylan are really cozy.<br /><br />Ashleys not really speaking to me anymore. Maybe just a little, but not as much as before. I think shes still peeved at Craig. She HATES Manny.<br /><br />And well... life goes on. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ellienash:2018 2004-02-08T11:08:51Z 2004-02-08T11:08:51Z Hey. So Ashley is healing well, its going to be no time before she gets over Craig. That bastard. I'm sorry, but I really don't like him right now.<br /><br />I think The Yeah Yeah Yeah's song "Maps"<br /> is a really good song for this time in both Ashley and I's life. In a romantic way for Ashley and Craig and a friendship way for Marco and I. Its nice that hes so happy while I'm so miserable.<br /><br />I think I might pick up an instrument, who knows? Maybe I can start a band to rival PMS??? That would be really cool, wouldn't it?<br /><br />Valentine's Dance will be soon. I don't want to go. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ellienash:1780 2004-01-03T04:57:13Z 2004-01-03T04:57:13Z Oh, in other news, I went t a party at Jimmy's for New Years. Poor Jimmy got too much to drink and nearly passed out before the countdown.<br /><br />Marco seemed like he was having fun. He was dancing like a maniac on the dance floor. hehehe<br />I didn't see Ashley there, she said she'd go if she felt up to it. I guess she didn't. Hmmmm....<br /><br />Marco kissed me at midnight. Just a kiss, nothing more than a friendly after-countdown kiss. I don't think I can think of Marco as being anything more... I have to accept the fact that Marco is not the one for me. The one for me is still out there... maybe if I quit searching so hard he'll find me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ellienash:1327 2004-01-03T04:30:05Z 2004-01-03T04:30:05Z This New Years celebration was a blast (get it?). <br /><br />There are a lot of <b>New Years Resolutions</b> I really need to think up on:<br /><br /><center>- Have to be more social<br />- Learn to express myself<br />- Keep a journal (online ones don't count)<br />- Get myself something else to live for*<br /><br /><i><b>*</b> Don't get me wrong I have a ton of things to live for. And I thank whoevers up there every chance for blessing me with them, but having something else to live for.... like a <b>passion</b>, now thats a kind of motivation you can't get any where else.</i><br /><br />Later<br />-Ellie</center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ellienash:1037 2003-12-30T08:29:51Z 2003-12-30T08:29:51Z The holidays are here. I didn't get to update near Christmas because of all the things happening in the community. I really love helping the <b>Christmas Talent Show</b>. It was fun!<br /><br />My gosh, Marco was totally making me burst with laughter! I mean, <b>"Greensleeves"</b> on an Accordian? That was classic! To top it off he had to wear that ridiculous hat to tie his outfit together! What a laugh! He seemed happy to be up there though. You gotta love that guy.<br /><br />It seems really mean to be so happy now when my best friend, <b>Ashley</b> is feeling so down. I was over at her house as a shoulder to cry on for what seemed like days. That ass Craig really did a number on her...<br /><br />More later, but I have to go now... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ellienash:579 2003-12-17T03:18:01Z 2003-12-17T03:18:01Z Dads been gone for awhile now. Almost 3 weeks of no Dad is doing a number on Mom. I hope she gets better soon.<br /><br />Today was just like any other day at Degrassi. I said my casual 'Hello' to the few friends I have and tried to ignore the others. Some of them look down at me, sometimes I think they're labeling me due to my clothes. I mean, who in their right minds would judge someone by their clothes just like that??? They're just clothes right?<br /><br />I don't care what they think. I'm not going to change. I'd never change to make other people happy.<br /><br />But sometimes it does get hot wearing all this black.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ellienash:286 2003-12-15T07:59:13Z 2003-12-15T07:59:13Z Tomorrow I have an appointment to see the couselor again. We meet every so often to discuss things in my life and lighten my loud. I have to remember to go. Its a good thing Mr. Simpson is too busy being enthralled with that paper on his desk or else I could totally get caught updating this.<br /><br />As you can tell, I just made this journal. I was curious when I saw the other kids typing their hearts away, so I had to look over their shoulders to see what was the whole deal of this. I must say, its pretty cool. I can see why they update their journals here a lot.<br /><br />Maybe if I save my money from my Co-Op job, I can a cheap laptop or something to store images or my movies. It would so cool to see some online stores to buy everyone stuff for Christmas. Yeah, I know its a little early to think about what to give them, but theres only a few more days to give them their perspective presents. I hardly ever see anyone I know from school just walking by.<br /><br />Well, I got to go now. Mr. Simpsons reading the note... "Ellie Nash, you're wanted in the counselors office right away"??? What???